Time has flew by so fast like things weren't able to stop and all the things I do here is not as challenging as it was back home. Things have become easier and my classes are not that challenging after all. But, its too late to turn my back and go to phase school. At least I just have until May comes around till the last year of my highschool and will have to, in any way, face the facts in this world. which is going to be difficult. Also, going to college would be like learning something knew and getting a better understanding of the many things that take this place from here on forward. Things will change so much that you will realize who you are and all this has and does mean something to everyone. All the things here at Tuluksak seems like there are no challenges. Mostly students heading over to school real late or sometimes even gone for the whole day. Do these students even know that there grades are more important, but sometimes things aren't always ending up the way we expect them to. They just get worse in a way that the ones that make mistakes knew about it. But those who realize the situation and is willing and able to fix the problem. Most problems aren't promised to be solved by only one person, but solving the problems deals with social, families, and most of all friends. Anything we do, does mean something to us in our heart, soul, and mind. Many unusual comes and goes, stays and moves, and most of all these things are hard to face in life. So, what we are doing is trying to find the maze through our journey and the stumbles of our struggles of this life here below.
How often have I failed my lord along my journey. How often have I stumbled in my struggles of this life here below.
I guess i just wanted to post something since its been back a while i haven't posted any blogs. This is about it.
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Hello Lav'aaq! I'm so happy to see a post! I check almost every day to see if you have written a post and it was wonderful to see this today.
I've been doing a lot of thinking myself. I feel I'm getting ready for another big life change and I spend a lot of time marveling at how much my students (and they will always be my students no matter where they are in life!) have changed and grown over the past few years. You are no exception...your thoughts and feelings have blossomed and you really have become quite an insightful and reflective woman.
It sounds like you are thinking a lot about your life and where you want to go. It's interesting to read your thoughts and reflections about school. Sometimes life is a game and even if we don't like it we have to play by the rules and it sounds you have figured it out. As far as coming back to this phase school...you are welcome here any time. Really, you are. It would be a challenge to catch you up and get you out of here by May, but we could work on it.
One thing that I agree is important is to realize that when you make mistakes you need to figure out what to do. I've made a hundred million mistakes in my life (some big and some small) and afterwards I had to sit back and think..."Ok, here I am...doesn't matter anymore how I got here...what matters now is what I am going to do about this."
It amazes me at what a wonderful woman you have become. You are thoughtful and insightful and I really wish you great things in your life. You do have people that care about you here and are welcome to stop in anytime you are in town.
Take care! Talk to you soon.
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